Friday, August 13, 2010

I had no choice, but to hear you.

You stated your case, time and again, I thought about it.

If you don't know the words to this song, you should. It's a wonderful song, and inspiring. Alanis Morissette, Head over feet. One of my favorites. The song reminds me that sometimes there are people around us, who know the truth about us, even before we know.

Lately, that is truly how I have felt. That Jon, has known more about me, and has sat patiently waiting. While, I have been going through a rather dark moment in my life. I didn't want to admit it, and I truly didn't thing there was anything wrong. Til one day about two weeks ago, I woke up with a different energy, I was happy for once, and I just couldn't seem to get enough of Jon. I love my husband don't get me wrong, but the whole infertility thing, and trying to get pregnant, our love life had pretty much gone down the pooper, considering our evenings were spent more over the debate of whether or not I was ovulating and if we were really going to have sex that evening. It's hard to be romantic, and spontaneous when you need to make sure you have all of the right things, like right date, right position. Are my hips at the right angle. Yada, yada, yada. I know kinda graphic, but oh the joys of baby makin'!

Needless to say, I feel like a different person, I feel a lot more hopeful about this, I am losing weight, and feel a ton more energy. I am so grateful that I have such a wonderful husband, who loves me enough to stay, even when I am walking around completely empty on the inside. I love you Jon, thanks for being such an awesome husband!

Oh also as promised! I have the pictures for my dream board, ie; baby makin' board!

The next few pictures are little sayings I put on my dream board! It's all about positive thinking!!!

If you have any ideas on how I could make it better, let me know! I love suggestions!


The London Family

OH my gosh! I LOVE that board! I want to do an "Image Board" with like, my future house, car, money, etc. I LOVE LOVE LOVE things like this, they are so fun!! By the way my "word verification" to post this is Fackerid... just thought you'd want to know, haha!